"Shu Shu, your sister is pregnant, you let Bai Ran to her."
I wasn't the least bit surprised after my mom said this, I just felt disgusted, incomparably disgusted.
I overturned the dinner table and walked out of the house without another glance at her.
1
Does anyone really love someone else's daughter more than their own?
The answer is that there really are.
My name is Yang Shu, my parents are ordinary private enterprise employees. My parents are ordinary employees of a private company, with a medium to high salary. My family is not rich and wealthy, but they are well-fed and clothed.
I had a relatively happy childhood, but that happiness came to an abrupt end when my mom brought home He Canran at the age of 14.
"Shu Shu," my mom said with red eyes, "your great-aunt and your great-aunt's father have disappeared for five days.
"The police couldn't find them, so from now on, Canran will live in our house first."
He Chanran sobbed next to him, "Auntie, if I didn't have no other choice, I wouldn't have called you."
Frankly speaking, I don't want He Canran to live here, but I have no way to say it, it's useless even if I do.
I don't like He Canran because she likes to grab everything from me.
Every time my sister-in-law brought He Canran to my house, He Canran would stare at my things, from my favorite clothes and skirts to Barbie dolls, to my piano.
Every time, He Canran would look at my mom and say, "Shu Shu is so happy, I probably won't have these things in my life."
My great-aunt and great-aunt's husband were both factory workers, so they really couldn't afford to buy these things at their salary level.
But my mom can't afford to see this, every time she would hug He Canran with a look of pain on her face and say: "Silly child, you and Shu Shu are sisters, Shu Shu's is yours, you like to take it away when you go."
Yes, I can take all my things, as long as she is happy, no one will ask my opinion.
Whenever I was a little bit dissatisfied, my mom would lose her temper: "Can Ran's mom is my own sister, she is also your own sister, can you not be so petty?"
HeCanRan robbed me of something I also from the beginning of the big cry to later quiet, and then finally numb.
The funny thing is that my mom even touched my head and said, "Shu Shu has grown up and knows that she cares for her sister."
2
"Auntie, where do I sleep at night? I'm in high school now, and I have to study until late every day, and I'm afraid that living with Shu Shu will affect Shu Shu's sleep."
My mom didn't plan to have a second child, so when she bought the house, she directly bought a two-bedroom, two-bathroom apartment, and the bedrooms were only the one my parents lived in and the one I lived in.
"You don't want to live with me, so you'll have to live on the balcony." I was the first to interface.
Upon hearing this, He Canran's tears immediately fell, looking at my mom with a face at a loss for words.
My mom couldn't see this the most: ''Good Can Can, don't cry, don't cry, you live in Shu Shu's house first, let Shu Shu move to the balcony.''
I looked at my mom incredulously, I usually wear and use even if I have to let, now I have to let the place where I live?
"Why should I?"
"Okay," my mom rubbed her brow and looked at me with a tired face, "Can-Can is pathetic enough, can't you understand something?"
The end result was that my mom directly moved my stuff to the balcony despite my objections.
And when my dad came back from work and saw me moving to the balcony he just symbolically asked my mom and then didn't dare to say a word.
3
After He Canran moved into my house, my mom favored her everywhere.
The dinner table is always He Canyan's favorite meal, but what He Canyan likes to eat is my least favorite.
The clothes He Canran wore were always brands bought at the mall, and the ones I wore were always discounted items bought at the stalls.
I have protested more than once, and my mom would be impatient and say, "Can Ran is already poor enough, can you understand something.
As if He Canran's pity was caused by me, heh, how ironic.
It was hard for me to make it to high school so I could apply for boarding.
My mom chimed in, "What's so great about a boarding high school, there are so many people living there, and I don't know how the food is, whether they're used to it or not."
I was silent for half a day, not wanting to talk, and only spoke up when my mom said, "Otherwise, don't live in the school:
"Mom, it's better to sleep in a crowded place than on the balcony, which gets cold in winter and hot in summer."
"Besides, we have a low floor and it's noisy outside, so I can't sleep well every day."
"It doesn't matter if the food is good or not. I've been eating dishes I don't like for so long anyway, right?"
I told my mom all the grievances I had suffered in the past two years in different ways.
My mom asked with red eyes and trembling lips, "Are you blaming me? Who are you to blame me?"
"Do you know how hard it was for me to work for you two sisters?"
"You're not making it easy for Ho Chanran, not for me." I coldly interrupted my mom.
My mom slapped me directly in the face, her eyes red, "How can you say that? Canran is your sister, she's already so poor.''
I didn't say anything, coldly looking at my mom, how ridiculous, just now when she was afraid that I would not eat well and live well, I even secretly expected in my heart that she loved me.
I even told her that I have been aggrieved for so many years, I really deserve to be beaten ah.
4
In high school, I lived in the school as I wished.
Originally, life was not bad, but in the second year of high school, He Canran is going to study abroad.
He Canran did not do well in the college entrance examination, and was not willing to go to vocational high school in China, so she begged my mom to send her abroad to platinum.
My mom agreed without even thinking about it.
The price for her to go abroad is that my standard of living will drop drastically, and I may not even be able to live in school.
My mom's words: "In the future, the family's finances will be much tighter, and the cost of food will be too high if I board, so why don't you come back and eat with us."
Yes, my mom is paying for her sister's daughter to go abroad, but she's asking me to save three to five hundred dollars a month for food.
I didn't say a word, and went straight out and took advantage of my senior summer vacation to get a job as a waiter at a big food stall.
I was not old enough to work in this kind of stall, and the salary was far below the market level, eight hundred a month.
I calculated, a summer can earn sixteen thousand, a semester four months, I can have four hundred a month living expenses.
It's enough to make ends meet.
During this period, my mom also came to the stall to find me once, said I was still young, don't do this.
I asked back, "You let He Canran spend all the money abroad, I don't do this I have living expenses?"
My mom didn't say anything more, and she wouldn't even mention the matter of letting He Canran downsize his expenses.
In the second year of high school, we had to pay a fee for sprint materials, and the money we earned was only enough to cover our living expenses, so the extra materials were really not enough.
I took advantage of the vacation to talk to my mom about this.
"How much?" My mom asked.
"Over six hundred dollars."
"So expensive!" My mom changed her face, obviously shocked.
"Can you watch it with someone else, the cost of living abroad is too high for Can-Ran." My mom spoke in an evasive manner.
"Oh." My mom's answer was both expected and unexpected, "How much does Ho Chanran live on a month?"
"More than ten thousand dollars."
Hearing my mom's words I directly laughed out loud, I said, "I know, I won't ask you for it."
My mom breathed a sigh of relief and then looked at me carefully, "Do you blame mom?"
I shook my head, "No."
I really don't blame her, but from now on she's just my blood mom and that's all.
My mom dragged me to talk about something else: "Your sister's mom and dad are both gone, so she's too poor, so mom should be nicer to her."
"You're different, mom and dad are with you, you have to understand mom."
5
I ended up paying the material fee from my living expenses, and to save money I had steamed buns with plain water for every meal.
After a week of continuous eating, my back table Bai Ran put a boxed lunch on my table, four dishes and one meal, especially exquisite.
Ridiculous self-esteem let me directly refuse.
"It's not for nothing," Bai Ran scratched his head, "Will you help me with my lessons?"
"My mom thinks my grades are too bad, so if you help me with my lessons, I'll bring you three meals a day from now on, okay?"
Bai Ran looked at me with a burning gaze and a sincere face.
Whether it was Bai Ran's gaze or the exquisite boxed lunch, I couldn't say anything to refuse.
I acquiesced to Bai Ran's proposal.
I cried as I ate Bai Ran's boxed lunch, the tears swallowed along with the rice.
It's been a long time since I've been cared for, and it feels so good.
Unfortunately, the ones who cared about me weren't the mom and dad I had hoped for, but a back table that wasn't too close.
6
With Bai Ran's subsidy, the quality of my high school life wasn't too bad.
I went to work during winter and summer vacations, and the money from my part-time job was enough to pay for my various materials for school and miscellaneous expenses.
Of course, I didn't let Bai Ran bring me meals for two years for nothing.
I give Bai Ran tuition also have remarkable results, every time I test the whole grade first, and Bai Ran almost always the whole grade second.
On the eve of the college entrance examination, I made an appointment with Bai Ran to meet him at Qingdao University.
I always remember the evening of that day, the red sunset was like fire, Bai Ran and I stood in the playground.
Bai Ran said, "Shu Shu, I'll see you at the top."
A young girl in the throes of love, we agreed to meet at the summit, beautiful as a picture.
At the end of the college entrance examination, I only filled in the application form for Tsinghua University, firstly, I was very confident in my ability, and secondly, the agreement between me and Bai Ran made me not consider any other schools at all.
But the day the admission notice came down, I was dumbfounded.
I received a letter of acceptance from Shanghai Fudan University, but I had never applied to Fudan University.
In a flash, I guessed that my volunteer had been tampered with, and the only person who could change my volunteer and had the chance to change my volunteer was my mom.
I was so angry that I was trembling.
7
"Why?" I asked my mom with red eyes and shaking body.
My mom's face turned pale for a moment when she saw my acceptance letter.
With trembling lips, she called out to me, "Shu Shu."
"Why?" I wiped my tears hard, "Why did you change my choice, why did you ruin my life?"
"Shu Shu," my mom's eyes reddened, "Mom really has no choice, your sister is spending too much money abroad, and there are still two years of living expenses, mom just can't hold out any longer."
"Your classmates said they'd give me half a million dollars if I changed your school, and if I didn't let you go to school in Beijing."
"Shu Shu, mom can't go on anymore. I checked out Fudan University and it's very good. I'm applying for the same major as Tsinghua University."
"Mom!" I called out to her with a broken heart, "You're my real mom, you don't care about me, you don't blame me, but why do you want to deprive me of my future as well?"
"I can't help it, I can't help it," my mom murmured, "Your sister is too poor, I can't let her even finish school, I just changed your school."
"Didn't hold you back your whole life, and won't hold you back your whole life."
My mom kept repeating that she hadn't held me back for the rest of my life, and I didn't know if she was trying to make me believe it or if she was trying to make herself believe it.
I didn't ask my mom who gave her half a million dollars, I didn't need her to tell me that it was Liu Yun, who liked Bai Ran.
8
In the evening my parents were there, the dinner table was full of my favorite dishes, my mom looked at me curtly.
"Shu Shu, mom remembers that these are your favorite foods, try some."
I glanced at the assortment of meals on the table and didn't move a single bite, "You didn't make it for me when I wanted to eat it, and now that I don't want to eat it you don't have to go through this effort."
"You haven't cared about me since I started high school. I earn my living expenses and tuition from my own work."
"I told you to come back and eat with us." My mom muttered weakly.
"Come back? Come back to sleep on the balcony, or eat the meal I hate the most?" I took a deep breath, "You guys gave me life, and you were so good to me when I was little, and I'm grateful for that."
"The half a million dollars you gave me in exchange for my future is my way of repaying your kindness. Of course, I won't shirk my obligation to support you in the future."
"But let's not contact each other if there's nothing else."
"What do you mean by that?" My mom asked me with red eyes, and even my dad's eyes turned red for the first time in his life.
"Are you cutting us off? You don't need us to take care of you anymore?"
"Mind me?" I laughed coldly, "How can you control me even if you're not starving?"
"If you really want to take care of me, I don't have a problem with that. Fine, you guys can pay for my college education, and you guys can pay for my 10,000 dollars a month living expenses in Shanghai."
My mom shrank her neck, her eyes dodging a bit, "How can I use so much money for living expenses?"
"Is it much?" I asked, "The consumption level in Shanghai is not worse than abroad. Isn't He Canran's monthly living expense more than 10,000 dollars?"
"Why should I be inferior to her?"
"Shu Shu, I told you that Bai Ran is your sister, she is so poor, why do you compare yourself with her in everything?
"Poor? Ms. Han, can you feel your conscience when you say that?"
"Who's poorer, me or her?"
My mom looked at me helplessly, "Shu Shu, mom didn't mean to hit you, why can't you understand mom?"
I got up and ran out the door.
9
In the end, I resigned myself to going to Fudan University, thinking that Bai Ran and I would never meet again.
But I didn't expect to see Bai Ran at Fudan University on October 1st.
"Shushu," Bai Ran looked at me with red eyes and bearded face, "I couldn't find you after filling out the application form, and I didn't see you at Qingdao University either."
I didn't see you at Qingdao University either." "I asked a lot of people before I realized that you had come to Fudan University. Shu Shu, can you not leave me alone?"
I didn't cry when I ran away from home, and I didn't cry when my mom beat me, but now I cried uncontrollably because of Bai Ran's words.
Since then, every Saturday and Sunday, Bai Ran would come to Fudan University to look for me, the distance between Beijing and Shanghai is not close.
I felt sorry for Bai Ran so that he didn't have to go back and forth so diligently, but Bai Ran rubbed himself in my arms and looked at me with wet eyes: "Shu Shu, but I want you to do?
I had no choice but to go along with Bai Ran.
I studied at the University of Chinese language and literature, so in my spare time I contributed to various websites, although there is no big fire, but usually the daily expenses is certainly enough.
During winter vacation I received a call from my mom: "Shu Shu."
I was actually surprised to hear my mom's voice, for one thing, I didn't expect her to call me, and for another, it seemed like she didn't know my cell phone number either.
"What's up?" I asked her in a flat tone.
"Shu Shu, it's going to be New Year, are you coming back?"
"No," I answered truthfully, "I have to work part-time during the winter break to earn my living expenses for the next semester, and I also have to save money to pay back the loan for college."
"I don't have time to go back."
"Shu Shu," my mom's voice broke into tears, "your sister and you aren't coming back, and other people's families are having a great New Year's celebration."
"Then call her and tell her to come back. She doesn't have to worry about making ends meet." I deliberately used harsh words to stimulate my mom.
My mom on the other side of the phone was silent for a while, "Shu Shu, if you're nervous about your life. Forget it, Shu Shu, you take care of yourself outside.''
After I hung up the phone, I froze for a while, my heart was in a state of shock, I really didn't know what else I was expecting.
10
When I was a senior in college, a palace novel I wrote suddenly became so popular that the rights to the TV series were bought.
With this, I have a considerable amount of savings.
I first paid off my college loans and bought a house in our place with full payment.
Bai Ran hugged me happily and said, "My Shu Shu is awesome."
After graduation, Bai Ran took me to meet his parents, the two elders are very kind, I told them the truth about my family's situation.
I told them the truth about my family's situation. His parents didn't look down on me, and even said that they would be doubly kind to me in the future.
Near the Chinese New Year, I was rewriting the script for a costume drama when I received a call from my mom, I was a bit dazed, my hand unconsciously pressed answer.
"Shu Shu," my mom's voice seemed very happy, "Shu Shu, your sister is back, you also come back to have a family dinner together, okay?"
I wanted to refuse, but I thought of Bai Ran, although Bai Ran didn't say anything, I knew that he always wanted to meet my parents.
"Okay." I agreed.
My mom's voice was a little bit jumpy, "Then mom will be waiting for you at home."
Listening to my mom's lighthearted tone, I was in a bit of a trance and even felt that she loved me.
When I brought Bai Ran back, Bai Ran insisted on carrying several boxes of high-grade nutritional products.
So much so, He Canran looked at Bai Ran with glowing eyes.
He Canran reached out her hand to Bai Ran with a shy face, "Hello, I'm Shu Shu's older sister, and I've been studying at a university abroad, so Shu Shu probably hasn't mentioned me much to you."
Out of polite cultivation, Bai Ran handed out his right hand extremely reluctantly, "Hello, my name is Bai Ran, I am Shu Shu's boyfriend."
My mom was making arrangements for us to be seated, and she was still rambling, "It's good to have you back, why are you carrying so many things?
During the meal, He Canran kept pouring food into&a